This special episode Stevie shares what it's like to live every year on January 25th, the anniversary of her mom's suicide.
The struggle to handle your emotions, unconditional love, the guilt of being angry, and the absence of more f*cks to give.
1:15 - The Pain of losing a loved one
2:00 - All the emotions attached to death and suicide
2:45 - Not being able to cry
4:00 - The backstory
7:00 - January 25th the day of
8:57 - Hearing from the social workers my wasn't coming home
10:00 - The search for the truth and understanding and closure
11:15 - The Letter
12:00 - Effect of suicide on others around you
13:00 - The yearly ritual
13:23 - Reading of the letter
14:30 - Honest feelings about having a letter and the feelings attached
17:45 - The things to be grateful for
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